Life continues even when you’re on the luge of self-discovery. Kids grow, careers change, families come together or fall apart – life goes on.
My parents and I have undergone a separation that I would like to say is initiated smoothly by my path of self-discovery.
I’ve been on the healing mission to get to my KWAN and know joy is part of it, so I explore everything about joy I can get my hands on. I delve deeply into the feminine, reach into bliss, find ways to happiness and define joy to figure out the similarities and differences.
It’s one thing to be resolute about changing something as big as the impact of a narcissistic mother and emotionally unavailable father while starting a family of your own and it’s another to actually do it.
“What’s your KWAN?” I’m asked at dinner by Dr. Bill, a friend of the new love of my life, Greg.
I answer confidently describing my work, my graduate studies, my travels…he interrupts, “That’s not your KWAN, that’s just stuff you do.”
Summary: 2020 has been trying and here we are in its 9th month, tired and weary, and just in time as the energies pull you back …
There is so much contained in this Full Moon energy. You can feast on it for days. I’ve taken a slightly different approach by including the energetic influences with their corresponding recommendations, so you can pick and choose. (If it were me, I would print out and circle those that jumped out at me. But, I’m old school, so do whatever works for you.)
There’s tremendous healing and support for you right now, but only if you open yourself to it.
The key during this New Moon is vulnerability.
It’s your coming out party.
Allow the world to see the true you.
The Hardest Lesson should be the title of this Full Moon. The tightness of the energies is at an all-time high and the best thing you can do is to accept and allow. You’ll want to rail, fight and frustrate, but resist the temptation to succumb to these emotions.
This month is about tweaking your mindset and approach in life, love and business. It’s an internal and external restructuring.
It’s going to come at you from all angles, so be prepared by opening your mind and flexing your stance.
Summary: It’s super frustrating right now. Enough is enough! Yet, relief isn’t going to happen. In fact, more constraints and challenges await as 2020 continues …
July presents complicating forces that push you wildly, yet hold tightly. There’s a serious influence asking you for a tough love approach.
It’s best to get in front of this pushing force to navigate it strategically. You want to be in a place of action versus reaction.
Summary: Powerful forces are beckoning you to dive deeply into YOU. Be true to yourself and your dreams. Go to your own depths and gather …
Saturn enters Aquarius this weekend until July and then comes back here to stay for 3 years beginning in December.
Right now, you get a glimpse into the New Era. With astrology, there are always many possibilities and the extremes are laid out in two expressions.
